Month: December 2012

Graham

I had looked at Graham’s OK Cupid profile but never wrote him because he looked and seemed really preppy. OK Cupid has a function where you can see who has viewed your profile, so he had seen that I had check out his profile, and he decided to write ME a message. It is SO funny that we “met” on OK Cupid because it is totally a vanilla site, BUT he is only of the filthiest men I’ve known! I mean that in the most flattering way.

So, he wrote me a message and right away we can discern we share kink as a main attraction. We chat about dirty things, and I am pleased to find that he is extremely dirty!!! I consider myself very experienced, yet he says things that I can barely understand!! LOL

Seemed there might be a true connection. He seems emotionally ready for a serious relationship, he is totally open minded, he is 5’11’’, cute, sweet, successful, and has a cute dog 😉 Of course I like all these things.

One thing I am not certain about is his ability to satisfy me sexually. I don’t want to put in his head an insecurity complex, so I haven’t said anything to him. Be he said his cock is 6.5 inches. Is that enough for me?! I hope I am not a size queen, but I fear that I am! So, that is a potential issue that we will learn more about when we meet in two weeks.

A second thing in my mind that I would need resolved is his muscularity. He doesn’t work out; he is not really muscular; and he weighs 175 pounds. The thing is… I REALLY like a guy with muscles. It’s important to me. I mean, I definitely want a guy who is buffer than me!!! I weigh a lot. I am a brick house solid with muscle!! So I would really like him to lift weights and get buff and weigh more like 200 pounds….the problem is that he hurt his back many years ago and it hurts him to lift weights and do different activities. As someone involved in fitness, I feel like I can help him with this, but I would need to be with him one on one….and did I mention he lives in southern California? So I can’t help him all the time.

So in about 2 weeks we will meet and see if he can satisfy me. If so, I think we will make a fantastic match. I can be his, and he can be mine 😉

If that is the case, I hope we can make progress on rehabbing his back and getting him to buffness.

And if it all works out long term, we will have to figure out the whole living situation : /

We are committing to abstinence to each other until we meet, so no hook ups for me until I see him! That will be almost one full month of abstinence! I am, of course, still plotting and scheming, flirting with people and sizing them up, going on a few dates, but definitely keeping this body on lock for Graham! 😉 If it works out with graham, I will be scheming to manifest things with his approval. If it doesn’t work out with him, I will use my list to return to previous levels of slutitude!

I am REALLY looking forward to meeting Graham, though!! I have a great excited feeling for a great future for us. Will keep you posted for sure!

Love, giggles, and gagging~

Lexxxy

I co-dommed a sexy woman! KNIFE PLAY and more!

I responded to an ad from a couple- a male dom and his female sub- looking for a female co-domme. The ad details sounded intriguing. The guy was S, who I wrote about in my last blog post (who punished me for showing up late), and since we got along so splendidly our last meeting, we set our next adventure into motion. We booked a great room with a small outdoor patio that had amazing views of the city. We stocked up on booze, cigs, water, snacks, lube, sex toys, condoms, etc. We were prepared!

I wore black, high heeled boots, and a black trenchcoat (and brought red latex lingerie to change into). G, the female sub, wore a red blouse, black skirt, fishnets, and shiny red mary jane heels (and some sexy lingerie underneath as well). S (fool) wore a shirt and jeans. Oh well, he looked hot anyway ;p

G was CUTE! She was 5’8”, curvy, brunette, smart, funny, and kinky. She knew she was there to be used by S and I, and had no say. We chatted outside on the balcony and sipped our drinks and we waited for our nervousness to fade…We got along well- all 3 of us…S said something to me like “Are you going to be nice to her?” ….”No” i replied matter of factly right in front of her. I could feel G squirm next to me.

The rest of the night, S and I made a perfect tag team. She sucked and gagged on his cock all night and she got his dick hard to fuck ME!! heheh…We made her suck a dildo, take a dildo in her ass while she was sucking his dick, we slapped her around, she and I 69’ed, I carved S & L (our initials) on her ass cheeks!!! bwahaha….um what else. She was basically the perfect sub.

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I had never dommed a girl before, and it’s been many years since I even dommed a guy. I wasn’t worried about domming her, and it felt natural. G said I seemed natural, and that in some ways I was meaner than him, and in some ways I was nicer than him.

Overall, I had an excellent time. Two hot play partners in one hotel room for a Sunday night sex party. I like it!

Fucked and Abused So Nicely

Yesterday was fun.

In the morning, I saw Charlie. It’s been a long time. I figured it would be fun to see him. Coincidentally, I had plans to meet S, who I had not yet met, but had talked to over text for the past week or so.

So, I was fucking Charlie when I got a text from S, asking me “What are you doing in my neighborhood?!” I was perplexed what the fuck type of stalker phone he had, that let him know that I was in the city?! I didn’t respond, I was too busy getting banged.

Finally, I responded “hanging out” and sent him an innocent picture. He didn’t buy it. “Going on an SF Fuck Tour?” he asked. He is smart for sure.

I left Charlie’s and was supposed to be at S’s house by 12. I am not familiar with the area, though, and ended up taking a wrong turn. When I finally pulled up into the driveway, I got an ominous text. “You’re officially late.”

I tried to laugh it off and act casual when I met him. He was very cute, lean, kinda red-headed/blonde, tall, nice style, gentleman-like, and I appreciated the art and little touches in his apartment. We sat around his living room table, with views overlooking the city. He was looking at me intently, and I was scared about what he was gonna do, so I felt shy to meet his gaze. I kept on looking away, down to the floor, because I felt there was something he wasn’t showing me. He was acting so nice, so sweet….but I know that he has a dark, mean, dominant side, and didn’t know when that would become apparent.

We chatted back and forth, and I found him to be very pleasant.

He got up and stood behind me and pulled my hair.

“Go to the bookshelf, put your hands on the bookshelf, and don’t move.”

He pulled me by my hair to the bookshelf and made me spread my legs, ass toward him. I could hear him go to another room, and he came back with a whip. He pulled my dress up and slapped my ass.

“Did. You. Show. Up. Late. Because. You. Were. Fucking. Someone. Else?”

He punctuated his words with slaps of the whip on my thighs and ass.

“I got lost!” I protested meekly….but it was true that I took off late because I was banging Charlie.

“Let me ask you again. Did you show up late because you were fucking someone else?”

“Yes”

“Did you think that would be okay with me? Apologize.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Will it happen again?”

“No.”

He threw me on the couch and forced me to keep my legs open. He started hitting my inner thighs and sticking his fingers inside me. He went to get a condom and gave me what I want!!! He called me all sorts of dirty names and slapped my face and I loved how his cock felt so nice and hard and deep inside me…..

After Round 1, we went back to chatting and smoked some cigs and soon enough we were into Round 2. I left with raccoon eyes because my eyes had been watering, choking on his cock, and left eyeliner and mascara under my eyes. Oh no, I don’t look like a whore who just got fucked…

I really liked him, because he seemed to get me, and he was sweet and fun yet also mean and dirty.

I look forward to seeing him again.

We also have exciting plans for Sunday to co-domme a sub girl he is seeing, so that should be really interesting.

Love and licks,

Lexxxy

The best way I ever met someone…

About a month ago. Charlie…We had been talking for a week or two over text message, and he had this boyish enthusiasm. He was super sweet and talkative, and  I was really excited to meet him. He works overnight shift, so would be sleeping during the day. He told me that he would be in bed but I could come in…He told me his address…green building, 2nd floor, the door with a piece of art on the door. I got up to the 2nd floor, looked around, as I didn’t want to walk into the wrong apartment!!

I determined this door was the right one, and crept in. I tried to be quiet but my boots were squeeky on the floor…I laid down my bags on the couch and unzipped my boots and laid them on the floor…I tiptoed around the corner and saw a man under the covers. His eyes were closed, but I didn’t know if he was faking being asleep or not.

I lept into bed. He awoke and huge, blue, startled blood shot eyes scanned me. He relaxed and pulled me in to a cuddle, spoon position. It was so sweet.

I didn’t know what to make of him, someone so skinny…so endearing over text message…but def super skinny in “real life”….he ended up being a sweetheart, kind of hipster-ish, telling me jokes and chain smoking marlbaros…or was it camels…it any case, the way we met was very memorable, and I enjoyed hanging out with him….

Fucking someone before I’ve laid eyes on them, Drinking Piss from a glass, ATM, Orgasm Denial

So the other night I met D…6’6″ but doesnt seem it because he is very proportional…from Israel…works in the tech field…so we arranged to meet. he lived in an apartment complex that felt like a maze, and an apartment building that felt like a maze. Per his instructions, I tied the handkerchief that was resting on the doorhandle around my eyes, and knocked on the door. I was immediately pulled in and pushed to my knees. I felt flesh on my mouth and I started working on him. He pulled me up and lifted up my skirt and started fucking me. He was slapping my titties too but I didnt really like that. He played with my pussy too and it felt realllly good. Once we were done, he had me take off the makeshift blindfold. To my relief, he looked cute, and exactly like the pictures he had sent me.
He looked at me intensely, and I think he really liked me yet was very perplexed by me, too. We agreed that having me suck his dick and fuck him before I had even laid eyes on him was very fucking slutty, and truly one for the books 😉 He really liked to dominate me and tell me what to do. He spit in my mouth, he had me lick his feet, and lick his bungholio…he wanted me to do ATM (ass to mouth) which I have never really been okay with until I started watching more pornos recently, and see it is fairly common and not a big deal. so he wanted to stick his fingers in my bunghole and have me lick it and so i did, i didnt like it but tried to not breathe through my nose lol. then he got a glass from the kitchen and pissed in the cup while I kneeled down. he passed me the cup, with warm piss, and wanted me to drink it. i wrinkled my nose and agan tried not to breathe through my nose, and drank it. warm like tea. still kinda tasted it, kinda sour. ew.
he let me rinse out my mouth and then We started watching a comedy that was hysterical, cuz I love will Ferrel, and then he had me lay on the floor while he pressed his feet on my face lol…it got really late, so I spent the night.
The next night, he came over to my place and stuck his fingers inside me while he made me whip out the hitachi. that thing is fucking crack. I was soon ready to go crazy but he made me ask if I could cum, and he said no. He told me to count out loud to 20. with belabored breaths, I counted to 20 and asked agan if I could cum, and he said yes. Immediately, my pussy started pulsing on my fingers as he kept on shoving them inside me as I was dying and convulsing with the frikkin hitachi goodness. wow. hitachi. crack. anyway…
that was D. First time I’ve fucked someone I had never seen, first time drinking hot pee from a glass, first time orgasm denial. fun times.
He is super intense though, like he would love a d/s relationship with me, so gotta be careful with being clear with him…

Naked on the Balcony with Derek

So last night was cool. i met this guy off the internet who was really nice. i drove to SF and he lived in a VERY shady part of the tenderloin. why the fuck do you live here?! cheap rent, he said. it’s not so bad, he said. whatever. the streets were teeming with homeless crackheads. I nervously parked my car right in front of the building and Derek waited for me outside. He assured me that my car was fine, and we went up to his 5th story studio. Like a gentleman, he offered me something to drink, and even offered to cook me food!
we sat on his couch and drank ketel one with sparkling water n soda and chatted. He seemed sane enough.
Everything was nice and sweet until he flipped a switch.
all of a sudden, he turned demanding and stern. he made me take off my clothes, then made me stand outside on the balcony, with all these crazy people walking around on the street below. i tried to hide my body, but it seemed no one was looking up anyway. Derek came behind me and grabbed my hair and pointed at a few windows across the street and said that they like to watch his place. I bet! then he started yelling at people on the street to take a look at me! he started grabbing my titties and talking with this guy whose attention was caught.
“Like these nice big titties?” Derek yelled.
“Yeah!”
Spread those legs, Derek said, and pulled one leg up in the air to expose my lady parts to this guy.
“All female!” Derek said.
“How much?” the dude asked…
lol…
the dude seemed to think it was too good to be true, or we were somehow messing with him…which I assume Derek was, since we had never agreed upon this beforehand…the dude started walking away…
I felt a bit uncomfortable naked on the balcony, but Derek reminded me that this was good experience before doing gangbangs in public…so I relaxed…
Then, as is typical in the tenderloin, a police car started coming up the street. We retreated hastily into the apartment and I felt exhilarated and amused. I couldn’t believe Derek! Such an unassuming appearance, but he was fearless!
Then he roughed me up a bit with his cane and used these collector-item 11-inch Edward Scissorhand claws to leave deep scratches all over my body. Perhaps the more i feel pain, the more I realize that I love sensuality more? I definitely liked the dick more than the pain?
Anyway, he made me a grilled cheese sandwich and offered to let me crash. So sweet! but I wanted to avoid the traffic, so I opted to just drive home. Gave him a quick blow job and I went home and was so tired, fell asleep right away.
Woke up this morning, hit the gym as always, and I have a lot more dick lined up. Woop! Will keep you posted.
Love, licks, and laughter,
Lexxxy