~~Throwback~~
Eric stands out in my mind as one of my favorite lovers of all time.
He has this amazing cock, that stayed hard all the time, and he just fucked so good, I felt like I should be paying for it!!!
But on the contrary, it was HE that was paying for it.
And I think that’s one of the reasons it felt so hot.
It’s like we are in a play, and we are playing roles, and we both have to play the parts to agree on this reality.
In order for me to be a whore, I had to act like a whore. And he had to treat me like a whore. And he had to pay me. And I truly WAS a whore.
How Eric came into my life was when I was about 23 or 24, and was making a side living as an amateur/professional dominatrix. What I mean by this is that I was accepting money, which made me a professional, but I was not overly concerned with rules and rituals like your typical dominatrix. I wasn’t in the “scene”—I was just a girl who decided she liked experimenting with being in charge. Of women, of men, I wanted to brandish my power, dominate others, and engage in subversive acts.
I believe Eric responded to my ad on Craiglist Adult Services section, back when Adult Services were still offered. I had advertised to offer golden showers in exchange for a “donation.”
He would always bring a rain tarp, I would squat or stand over him as I would piss on his dick. That was it.
We had had this arrangement for a long time, and I found him cute and respectful, and found it to be amusing and easy money.
One day, I took a look at his dick like I had never looked at it before, and actually noticed what a wonderful looking dick it was!
My brain started churning…
Later, I suggested to him that we revamp our relationship, and for an added fee, I would fuck him.
It turned out to be oh so delightful.
I LOVED feeling his dick, and he would put it down like a motherfucking champ! I felt like a lucky girl, and to get PAID to have my brains fucked out?! Ah man, I was in heaven.
We kept this arrangement for years until it ended.
But, I do have fond memories of Eric and my time with him as a true, legitimate prostitute.