Leg death

1 x 15 squats w bar only
1 x 15 squats 95 lbs
1 x 10 135 lbs
1 x 6 185 lbs
2 x 4 225 lbs
1 x 6 185 lbs
1 x 6 135 lbs

Triset x 3:
X 10 135 lb stiff leg Deadlifts
X 12 60 lb DB sumo squats
X 10 jump squats

Then 2 x 15 leg extensions, 2 x 10 Bulgarian split squats, and 2 x 6 glute ham raise variation. Then 15 min of walk/run intervals. And I felt fantastic. Is ice cream on my diet tho? I love to sweat and kill myself in the gym, but restricting food is not in my realm of naturally enticing….

Xoxo

Fuck all the rest

Sooo. I have been slacking on writing. What else is new. I’m getting a pedicure right now, figured I’d give a quick update via my iPhone WordPress app.

I’m sure I’ve gone on plenty of adventures in the recent times, but there is this guy who I met that is pretty fucking awesome.

I’m definitely not going around slutting it up just to get tossed up or to have some fun or whatever….because I’m really appreciating this guy and want to save the best for him.

There is something about him that satisfies both the bad boy I need and good boy I need. And perhaps it’s my age, but certain flaws don’t phase me….Am I crazy to approach the world with an open heart and an open mind? ….I feel I welcome him with love and warmth, honesty, forgiveness, affection, and tons of wet and demanding pussy.

Also, I think he recognizes that I’m the motherfucking shit. Smart kid, he is….
We have to iron sum shit out….partly complicated by the fact we live so far from each other….but I think once we are set, we can live in Loveland 😉 do I make u wanna barf yet? Good….

Robert and Trainer

I have been enjoying working out with Robert, we have been working out almost every day for 6 weeks and never fucked yet, can you believe it?! He has made me once suck his dick and yesterday he made me lick up some of the pee coming out of his dick, but besides that we have been in the friend zone due to his possessive chickie. We are still waiting for her go-ahead. I find him incredibly attractive, both mentally and physically, so I’m just chillin til I can have that 😉

He is very busy tho, and I want someone to pay me lots of attention and supervise me and be very strict with me and discipline me. Enter Trainer. he is willing to take on the challenge of taking control of an out of control, spoiled brat (me). He will help me become comfortable with pain and help me to take care of myself….

LA Weekend with Graham and His Best Friend

Remember the guy who I was totally into while I was in Hawaii? and we text messaged incessantly?

well, I decided to see what as what and flew down to LA.

His best friend was staying with him as well, visiting from New York.

It waas my first time sucking two dicks at once and being fucked by one guy then the next, and it was super fun.

BUT…the mystery was solved. Reality shown forth. He is not my new husband.

He is a sweet guy and I was very impressed by his success in his career, and he has his shit together. However, he is not affectionate at all (deal-breaker) and not as dominant as i would have liked. And, he has a lil stomach pooch (tho not such a big deal). He and I didn’t even hook up the first night! That was not what I expected. He passed out and I was almost crying.

But the second day was better.

but i could tell that if he was closer, there might be a chance for a relationship. But the fact that he lives so far away…really creates quite an obstacle for us, considering he is so non-communicative in general, and I understand him better in person.

Was fun times, but he is no longer my number one contender. ;p

Random Slut Reports

Hm random encounters have occurred.

For example, last Friday- cute tatted up guy, but a little too submissive in his demeanor for me. He fucked though, and it was cool. Then he brought out all these crazy whips n stuff, cuz he is a total sadist. We are 99% match on Ok Cupid, but didnt feel the in-person chemistry was overwhelming.

Today- Fucked a random dude today at a hotel. He said he was 37 but then admitted he was 42. But looked very young! He was very fit, and tons of stamina. He wore a plaid shirt, black jeans, black boots. He looked slightly geeky, but with an edge. He had blue condoms. And an enormous fucking dick. HUGE. Like, Maybe too big. It hurt. But nice guy.

ttys

xo

~L